I’ve suffered from depression for most of my life.
I was a melancholy, serious child.
I was a sullen teen.
I was a self-destructive young adult.
I struggled as a young wife and mother.
I’m 40 now, and while I don’t have all the answers, I have come to terms with who I am, what my expectations are, what my needs are, and what my goals for the future should be.
Being happy isn’t really the goal.
I don’t need a dare or challenge to be happy.
The idea of happiness calls to mind laughter and silliness, and that’s not usually lasting joy.
I prefer to use the term “content.”
I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content. I know how to be brought low, and I know how to abound. In any and every circumstance, I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance andneed. I can do all things through him who strengthens me. Philippians 4:11b-13
It’s not my job to make my children happy.
I’m not their entertainer, fixer, cruise director.
I don’t plan playdates or fix their conflicts with each other or teachers.
Kids need to learn to manage their negative feelings in order to be successful adults. If I run to fix every negative feeling or try to take it away, I create fragile kids. I prefer to listen to their complaints and then ask them what they’re going to do about it. Sometimes, they just need to vent or an empathetic shoulder to cry on – with no advice or fixing.

I see many parents who exhibit immature behavior and emotions, threatening their children, being passive-aggressive, narcissistic. They place blame on the child for their own poor reactions to disappointment. The media portrays many adults with dysfunctional emotions and even glorifies the immature parent who cannot show their children unconditional love or healthy emotions.
And I’ve lived some very dark days.
It’s my job as a parent to model happiness, being content, the spectrum of healthy emotions to all of life’s ups and downs.
These are the ways I’ve found over the last few years help me to be happy:
Forgive.
There’s just no point holding onto anger, hatred, bitterness. Let it go. I’ve seen the horrible effects of unforgiveness and how it hurts everyone. Also, forgiving oneself is extremely difficult. I am still learning how to deal with disappointment in a healthy way.
Get outside.
I try to go outside at least 30 minutes a day. It’s often hard and I don’t always feel like it, especially if the weather isn’t ideal. The fresh air and nature is good for me. I try to take a little walk around the village, or preferably a little hike on our forest trail. Sometimes, I just sit in the garden. It provides peaceful reflection.
Eliminate stress.
I actively evaluate and re-evalute everything we do and have to eliminate clutter and stress. I try to exercise regularly. I want to be healthy and still be around for my grandkids. Stress weakens the heart and mind.
Worship.
It’s taken me years to educate myself about religion and faith and really seek God. While it’s a lifetime process, I finally feel like I’m on the right track to a faith-filled life. Prayer really works.
Turn off.
Don’t trade in emotions for food, screens, or retail therapy. There’s no reason for a screen to be on all the time. Interact with family and friends or just sit in silence. Noise is stressful. I don’t have a TV now but I never used one for background noise. I like to hear the birds and crickets and wind and rain.
Get rest.
I make sure to get enough sleep. I also take time to rest in the afternoons, with tea and music or a good book. We need rest to assimilate new information. I also like to take walks alone in the mornings before our day begins. It helps me to recharge. We have a restful and peaceful home and homeschool without stress or rushing around with too many obligations.
Express yourself.
I think too many of us spend too much time worrying about what others think and we seldom express our true selves, maybe not even to ourselves. Do what you love. Create. Write. Wear the hat. Buy the shoes. Paint your nails. Do what you love. Be who you are meant to be. Often expressing emotions in a creative or healthy way can help us to overcome the past or the negativity. I’m still learning to get in touch with my creative side after years of suppression.
Be affectionate.
Life is too short for regrets. While I’m not a big hugger, I remind myself to fill up the love tanks of my children. I learn their love languages and listen for their needs and I try to meet them.
Replace the voice.
You know the one. That sometimes rather loud voice that tells you that you’re not enough. Start training that voice to say something else. Think positive. While there’s always room for improvement, it’s never necessary to beat yourself down. Grant yourself small victories and reward yourself for meeting little goals.
Eat well.
I evaluated our eating habits years ago and made some changes and we’re all a lot healthier on natural whole foods than processed, chemical dyes, artificial flavorings, and fake sugars. We like good food and we learn how to make it as a family.
I often need to remind myself about this list.
It’s my job to be a role model for my children, modeling healthy emotional behaviors and reactions.
I also use essential oils and take dietary supplements and I feel that these help boost my moods. I’m always learning. I’m always re-evaluating my priorities.
I still sometimes sink into a rut or something upsets me or reminds me of the past. It’s important to allow a moment to grieve. It’s healthy to give into emotions and embrace them occasionally, but never to wallow in the negative.
And never say the trite little “Just smile more. Just pray more. Just be happy. How can you be sad?”
Depression is real. This is how I choose to manage it.
What a good list. I’m praising God for the contentment found in your life. So many times, it’s the simple decisions, isn’t it? And about the kids learning to handle their emotions? I’m nodding my head. Lisa Murray wrote a good book addressing this called Peace for a Lifetime. It’ll be in each of my kid’s “keep boxes” when they move out. Amen to controlling emotions vs them controlling us. Enjoyed the visit via #testimonyTuesday.
I’ll look into that book. THANKS!
Oh, this is awesome! Learning how to treat yourself well and find contentment in any season is such an important life skill. I especially resonate with get outside, and create. It’s amazing how much these activities can improve my mood when I’m down. Thanks for the encouragement!
Kelsey
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Wow sister I really love this. The goal is to be content, content in whatsoever state He has placed us, and that is SO REWARDING, because it’s regardless of the circumstances. I also really appreciated that you reminded me not to find joy in entertainment. I do like to watch a movie now and then, but that’s not where joy comes from; it comes from Jesus! <3 Tonight, I've just been so grateful that the Lord led me to a TON of blogs of precious moms that have shared loads of wisdom with me tonight. <3 Praise be to the Lord! <3
These are wonderful things to focus on. I think the screens in our world do a great more damage than they benefit us. Instead of being quiet and listening to God, we have something in our hands to distract us from His voice. And also, I love those verses. Such encouragement to me… That if the Apostle Paul, who knew the truths of God like no one else, had to LEARN contentment, then it’s ok for that I have to learn it too!
This is fabulous! Good for you, sister. Wise words for us all.
The How-to Guru
Thank you for sharing. I am a serious one and am now 68, but I knew happy when I was little. But Daddy died from cancer when I was only 12 and that changed me…of course it would. I had always taken responsibilities seriously and after he was gone, even more so as the oldest child of three girls. Things shape us but many things make me happy. Your list of ways to find happy or to release unhappy too are great. The one that struck me the most to to get outdoors each day. I live where it is hot…HOT… for almost 6 months a year so air conditioning is better than outside. But I need to get out more. Glad you are a near neighbor at Lori’s.
This is a fabulous post! I lost my happiness shortly after I got married over 26 years ago and it took me almost 20 to find it again. The #1 thing that I found that helped was being in a great church (we changed churches right before I found it!), worshipping and spending time with the Lord. Your post was my favorite one at this week’s Over the Moon Link Party and that’s why you’re my choice for this week’s Featured Blogger. Come back from Sunday evening through Thursday evening and grab your badge.
I do believe that mindset has a lot to do with whether we’re happy or content and satisfied in our lives. I see that in your tips here, so many of them can help to change our perspective or mindset. I also think that we each have the power to define what and how to achieve our own happiness, once we decide what happy really is for us. :)
This is a great list! Thanks for the ideas and encouragement and the reminder that sometimes we just need to turn everything off and just rest.
This is an amazing list, Jennifer. Moms are a role model and if we can’t “beat” stress and find our contentment our children are not going to know how. Thanks for sharing with Thankful Thursdays.
Thank you for sharing this wonderful list, along with the reminder that we’ve got to model contentment for our children. They see everything we do!
What a great list of strategies! Such a balancing act we walk in enabling vs. guiding our children!
Thanks so much for sharing hope with us at #MomentsofHope!
Blessings and smiles,
Lori